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Reis naar Leven

Martijn’s Reis naar Leven, dag 95, father and son

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I have my son over to visit me and I feel myself a bit exalted, a bit more than myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to generate energy from the idea that my son is here

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel a bit out there

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel that I need to be funny

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel that I need to be in control of the situation for the two of us

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel a bit insecure

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel a bit depressed

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel disappointed in myself

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not have been able to feel like a father like it’s been depicted in movies and advertisements and such

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel I have missed a lot

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel I have failed

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to try and fulfill this father dream now

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel a bit superior to hem

I commit myself to show that the picture presentation of a father and son is never reflecting equality and oneness

I commit myself to give to my son what I would like to receive when I was him

I commit myself to show that emotional or feeling reactions are showing me points to clear in myself that has got nothing to do with him

I commit myself to show that the depiction of father and son suggest that the father is in control of their situation and that he’s superior in several ways

I commit myself to stand equal and one with my son

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Auteur: martijndegraaf1001

I am currently in the process of re-creating myself from a selfish being into a participant of a group of individuals that works for what's best for life on Earth, which is what's best for all of us, because without life we have no existence. Desteni is the name of the expanding group. I am writing my Journey to Life blogs to deconstruct the patterns based on fear that I exist as and to share this, so anyone can see the process I am walking.

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